The girl who chases the sunsets

Technically, this could have been my first post, yet I went with my instincts. For a person, who was in a dark cave of depression, for the last few years, with low self-esteem and confidence, when a small light of hope seeped in, in the darkest depths of my soul, I could do nothing, but to hold onto it, as if, it was the last thread of a rope, I could use, to climb out of the hidden, longest pit, inside. That thread of hope was my unfinished dream, that kept nagging me within, despite my system in, stopped its function, abruptly. It never, left me... until I could bring in, the slightest confidence left, to face it, which pulled me, into this whole new perspective, of looking at life. Am so grateful, it panned out this way, from a person who was a good pessimist, who could only view, the black dot and complain about it, to a person, who turned out to, believe in oneself for a good part, with a view on life, as if, I am getting to live this moment, despite it being a joyful, or a sorrowful one, in particular, having the mindset to believe, that it's just a phase, so to live and experience those moments, to the fullest and lastly, this light of hope, also gave me the privilege, to enjoy, the present the most and to pause, at some moments in a day, to just be. It definitely, turned out to be, the cherry on the cake, as just, pausing a moment, makes me feel so alive, from within. It was kind of, like a liberation; I could use, to prison myself out, from. It seemed like, every single thing in me and out, simply brightened up, after a hollow survival. Finally, the biggest joy was, to make me revive, the old me's love for sunshine, as I loved getting soaked up, by the first of its rays, I still, do and of sunsets. It came by, as the moments passed by, every single day, on my walk back home and soon, it never, left my system. I felt the unique light shows, with glistening stars and crescent moon, on a wrapping, blue, black night sky or a, magical whirl of hues on golden yonder, with a competing, bright Venus present, alongside the warm air and the synchronized bird's trail, to home, made me fall in love with the sky, and its ambience, warming my soul, to the deepest bits, back again. I became a girl now, who would love to chase the sunsets, in a literal sense, along with, getting to have, a free-thinking mindset, towards life and also, to enjoy, the beautiful fleeting moments, as they bloom. This blend of, the old and new version, is something, I could pick to be, at any appearing moment, as it is a gift of my past and so yes indefinitely, I am a girl, who chases the sunsets...

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